[18 Feb 2005|02:07pm] hmm... lets just say things have been looking up yooo post comment

[12 Jan 2005|08:06pm] 1 comment|post comment

goodbye forever [12 Jan 2005|07:51pm] wow, I havn't updated in a while. Well, this new years was amazing! We all went to my friend Krystals house. It was awesome, we drank and smoked. My boyfriend was also there. What more can I ask for Drugs, alcohol,dick and my wonderful friends. perfect.haha post comment

[02 Jul 2004|06:30pm] I suck at updating..sorry. Well, now I am currently in Florida with the family, so I'm still not going to be able to update..oh well. I'm going to meet some hottie in Florida..its a must..heheh. post comment

[18 Jun 2004|11:27am] uhhhh, Kevin's friend told my friend that "I don't want to hang out with her anymore, I don't like her anymore, I like somone els.." uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I fucking hate this.whatever he sucked at kissing. he sucked at everything. I fucking hate him and I just hate everything right now. 1 comment|post comment

[13 Jun 2004|02:11pm] wow, I havn't updated in a really long time. I guess so much has been going on? I started talking to Kevin again and I hung out with him and Will and we went to some random party.. Which, Travis was there and he COMPLETELY ignored me, he actedlike he didn't even know who the fuck I was! According to Kevin he was "drunk as fuck." Whatever, I had a fun time though.. Kevin and Will were surprisingly very nice! Then, we hung out again at Will's girlfriends house, where Kevin and I hooked up. Kevin seemed like an amazing guy and I just put all that has happened between us in the past a side..I thought he changed and I guess I fell for him again.Then I went to this concert which, they were all there and Kevin and I were cool we flirted..went to the VIP room.. ect. then this UGLY ass fucking nasty peice of shit was all over Kevin!!! And he was all over her, i'm like what the fuck i'm right behind you..and then they went into the VIP room alone.. I guess I got crazy jealous they werer holding hands and BLAH!!!!!... I'm I couldn't say anything to him because, he isn't my boyfriend! I still got extremely pissed off. Afte the show I said I was leaving and he was like.. " wait aren't wehanging out afterwards??" and I'm like well where..so, I waited for like an hour and I was like justc all me if you find a party or something. yeah, he defiantly NEVER calledme. I was just so upset, because I don't know what this means? Now I havn't been talking to him... well he hasn't been talking to me. I am just soo sick of all guys, it seems like this whole situation ALWAYS happends to me! I always pick the wrong guys or whatever or maybe all guys are just ASSHOLES and I am sooo fucking sick of it. :( 1 comment|post comment

[19 Mar 2004|05:56pm] Why am I such a freak? Everyone who is friends with me, STOP CALLING THE PHONE HURTS MY EYES! 1 comment|post comment

This world's an ugly place But youre so beautiful to me. [14 Mar 2004|10:40pm] [ music | Alkaline trio ] ugh, everything is so fucked up. I wish boys weren't so fucking confusing! grr, I hate boys I might as well be a lesbian. haha. post comment

[11 Mar 2004|08:28pm] [ music | Dead k ] Look What you do post comment

turn it on turn it on and tune me out [07 Feb 2004|09:21pm] i think i forgot what your eyes look like when they're not reflecting 90210 turn it on and tune me out you don't need intimacy turn it on and tune me out you've got big screen tv we sat hand in hand i watched you watch your tv you fell asleep to baywatch mitch saved babes as i watched the clock i wonder are you dreaming and should i keep believing do i mean more to you than so much more to you than magnum In PU for the weekend! post comment

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